Dun take this to heart . 

But , if you feel that i mean you , maybe you should think about what you had done to mi (:

All the words i said , are just words to vent my angers .

Dun act as if there's nothing happened , when there is .

If you want to hate mi or whatever , go ahead .

Just dun act infront mi .

I dun like it .

Sometimes , i wonder .

Do you really get what i meant .. ?

I doubt so .

Seems that i am just a backup when no one is there for you .

When you have friends , you just kick mi aside yeahh .. ?

What am i to you ?

Sometimes , i find myself really very stupid .

When you told mi to come , i came .

When you told mi to leave , i stayed for a while and leave because you dun even nid mi .

When you told mi to wait , i actually waited .

So , what am i to you then .

I felt that we are diftting further and further apart from one another .

You leave us because you think that your efforts are drained and so .

But , no offence .

I think all these are just excuses .

I think that you left you because you want to be with them .

I do , can see that you are much more happier with them than us .

What is the cause of this .. ?

Sometimes , i reflect .

I just cant seems to find any mistakes from others .

But myself and you .

I know that during the hols and so , i changed .

But do you know , i really tried very hard to change back ?

No , you dun .

If you really did , you wont treat us like that .

Or should i say , MI instead .

Our topics to tok are getting lesser and lesser .

In the past , i can really trust you damn lot .

I can just tell you EVERYTHING .

Cause i believe you .

Believe that you wouldn't anyhow spread and so .

But , not anymore .

After you are closer to them , everything seems to change , ALOT .

I dun get it .

If you are not happy or so with mi , you can just tell mi .

You dun have to show it until so obvious rite ?

But , i think just forget it .

Nothing would changed afterall .

Even though all the toks and so .

NOTHING , had changed between be and you .

We only seems to dift apart .

Everybody just seems so happy .

Except for mi .

I dunno why .

I wanna be like them .

But , i dunno why , i just cant .

I miss the old mi .

But , she's gone . Forever .

Throughout this year , i learnt alot .

I hurt many .

Many hurts mi too .

I told myself to be less insensitive .

Think positive .

Smile more .

But , whenever i get the opportunity to do it .

There will always be someone to end it for mi .

When can i have REAL happiness , fun ?

Even if is just for a day , hour  , min , or even sec .

I will appreciate it .