Hello hello ~
So tired after the event in expo man ..
But , was kinda fun too :D
Made new friends who are so funny !
HAHA . Gonna work in sitex again .
TIRED .. !! ):
JIAYOU JIAYOU ~
After that will have 6L'08 class chalet again ^^
So pack man my time ><
Gonna play like some retarded during the chalet ~
MISS 6L'08 TTVM ! ><
person loving me ♥
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Dun take this to heart .
But , if you feel that i mean you , maybe you should think about what you had done to mi (:
All the words i said , are just words to vent my angers .
If you want to hate mi or whatever , go ahead .
Just dun act infront mi .
I dun like it .
Sometimes , i wonder .
Do you really get what i meant .. ?
I doubt so .
Seems that i am just a backup when no one is there for you .
When you have friends , you just kick mi aside yeahh .. ?
What am i to you ?
Sometimes , i find myself really very stupid .
When you told mi to come , i came .
When you told mi to leave , i stayed for a while and leave because you dun even nid mi .
When you told mi to wait , i actually waited .
So , what am i to you then .
I felt that we are diftting further and further apart from one another .
You leave us because you think that your efforts are drained and so .
But , no offence .
I think all these are just excuses .
I think that you left you because you want to be with them .
I do , can see that you are much more happier with them than us .
What is the cause of this .. ?
Sometimes , i reflect .
I just cant seems to find any mistakes from others .
But myself and you .
I know that during the hols and so , i changed .
But do you know , i really tried very hard to change back ?
No , you dun .
If you really did , you wont treat us like that .
Or should i say , MI instead .
Our topics to tok are getting lesser and lesser .
In the past , i can really trust you damn lot .
I can just tell you EVERYTHING .
Cause i believe you .
Believe that you wouldn't anyhow spread and so .
But , not anymore .
After you are closer to them , everything seems to change , ALOT .
I dun get it .
If you are not happy or so with mi , you can just tell mi .
You dun have to show it until so obvious rite ?
But , i think just forget it .
Nothing would changed afterall .
Even though all the toks and so .
NOTHING , had changed between be and you .
We only seems to dift apart .
Everybody just seems so happy .
Except for mi .
I dunno why .
I wanna be like them .
But , i dunno why , i just cant .
I miss the old mi .
But , she's gone . Forever .
Throughout this year , i learnt alot .
I hurt many .
Many hurts mi too .
I told myself to be less insensitive .
Think positive .
Smile more .
But , whenever i get the opportunity to do it .
There will always be someone to end it for mi .
When can i have REAL happiness , fun ?
Even if is just for a day , hour , min , or even sec .
I will appreciate it .
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